I hate this movie... It is so great that it is so bad... It hit me through my heart... Not sure if I should rate this as the best movie I've ever seen or the most disturbing movie I've ever seen... All I can say that is that Robert, Meryl, Chris and John were simply amazing. I feel for Meryl for what happened to John afterwards with his battle with cancer... This movie left me with a sense of watching the best movie ever and at the same time the saddess and most disturbing I've ever seen....