Just think....what happened to Michael?? Over the years he became crazier and crazier. In the end his guilt literally killed him. He lost weight, he turned so pale, he had so many plastic surgeries because he couldnt stand to be himself, to look at himself. He took drugs and drank and because of his guilt died using propofol,an anesthetic, which he used to numb his pain. A pain so monstrous it killed him