It was difficult to watch. As someone who was abused at primary school by a popular teacher, it has taken four decades for me to mention it to anyone. Even then I felt guilty telling the two people I told. I spoke of it during counselling then found myself saying ‘maybe it didn’t happen’. As a seven year old you are in such a different place in your understanding of what is going on. I denied it to MYSELF again and again.
Their story rang many bells with me- and I did not weep and wail when I spoke about my own abuse for the first time as an adult. It was embarrassing, I felt awkward.
Just because Michael Jackson presented as a warm loving human being ( and a musical genius without doubt!) does not mean he is not capable of being an abuser. The two men never denied they had adored Michael. I saw little bitterness,just disappointment.
Abusers are brilliant at presenting themselves in a totally positive light, but behind closed doors..,