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the friendship ive always craved for..

i felt like this was rlly short and i couldn't get enough of it.. wish it's a bit longer.. wanna know more about Takahashi San and Mari San relationship..

v fast-paced book to start with.. when it depicted ab the expectations of the "society" which is this so-called routine: getting a job, earning more money, getting married and having children, it really hit me home :))

this book was truly eye-opening for me.. what it might be feel like living in a prison killing time watching dawn, feeling conscious of your own heart beat.. of course.. it isn't am easy job.. but "in a long run one gets used to anything" yeah it takes time and thats it.. This book was written in such elaborate details which I find genuinely captivating.. It also discussed about death and after life.. it really made me think wow damn if you really think like you were gonna die today, nothing seemed to matter anymore and only the precious and the most imperative things strucked your minds.. Anyway.. that's what I liked about this book byee

this was my second Murakami's book.. he has such an odd writing style that intrigues me a lot.. well this novel was great.. it discussed a lot of stuffs mainly on mental health, su!cide, death, depression, love,… I enjoyed this even though it's basically a love story to start with. I was so drawn into the story that I ended up reading all day.. there are parts I like and things make me contemplate and question about my whole daily routine and stuff.. my fav characters are Toru and Nagasawa, his dorm senior :) my friend hated him but I fancied him mainly bc of his personality.. the way he mastered so many languages and still have time for girls and seggs and stuffs really make me mull over about my own life.. I like Toru simply bc he is the main protagonist and I find myself relatable to him in many ways.. the way I don't have a wide circle of friends.. reading a book or listening to music whenever I got time.. not skipping lectures.. not talking to anyone.. and so on.. I like Modori too.. the way she just learnt all her impressive cooking skills just from a book well.. she's got some pretty good guts.. As I read it.. I realized I am so being in love w these incredible characters yet flawed ones and now that I finished this.. there is this feeling aching in my heart.. I feel like I am going to burst.. and I don't belong here and I belong somewhere near Tokyo.. I loathed this feeling w my heart whenever I finished a book.. and the way it ends make me even vulnerable more.. definitely will read this soon in future:)