I wanted to love this. I wanted to at least like this. But after listening to the entire audio book, I can't say either of those things. MM screams and rambles his way through stories of abuse veiled by a nostalgic glaze that is confusing. The fragmented composition of the book was jarring. The stories were a bit out these -- prophecy through wet dreams, etc. It was tough. I love the idea of seeing green lights all around us, but my enjoyment of this book unfortunately starts and ends there.