I don't remember my first post, I just know that I'm watching it again now. I am watching Randy and Skyler get married. I never realized how much pain I put myself and my son through until I watched this show. At the time I felt that he had crushed my dreams but in reality, I crushed my own dreams by not letting him have his own dreams. I wish I had not said things that I did! I hope he has found happiness in his life in spite of my thoughts and words. Love is love and I do not understand all things. I only know that it is a good thing when two people love each other. A mom.