I am so disturbed by this series. We are human so its natural to reminisce about the past and ask yourself what if. I appreciated the internal dilemma Bille faced; wanting something from your marriage and not knowing how to ask for it, thinking is this as good as its going to get? She was given a choice to get out, the right way but no, she shattered any trust that was left in her marriage. She has a good husband, thats clearly willing to please her even if it means letting her go and she has the option to marry the man of her fantasies but what she ends up doing is just unforgivable. I'm grappling with this because I'm hoping that this is not the state of society we live in, that this rotteness is not the norm. That some semblance of decency and doing the right thing still exists, no matter how hard it is and that we are not as selfish and self centered as Billie.