experiencing near death, coming close to death or even dying and then returning can be traumatizing. For P. Barker shes has open her life sharing this never in a life time for some people miracle, that shes blessed to be here to share with the world. I love your message that your spreading to the word. you're very courageous; I know it must have taken a lot of down playing of yourself, back and forward with if people would believe you or not, quieting and starting back over time after time im proud of you continue to allow the lord to use you and spread his works of the miracle you endure. Cant wait to read your next book!!!