Tucker Turner

Is it scary that i am almost exactly like Joe Goldberg except i don't have an obsession and i don't kill people lol. I don't think killing is a solution. Is it bad that feel in tune with Joe's mindset almost perfectly emotionally and mentally. Where do i go for help (if society thinks i need it). Its not like my personality is a secret. Ive told my therapist and psychiatrist that i believe im a psychopath. Ive told them everything putting everything out there. But they brush it off. I know i am not the only one. I am not a monster and for the people that love me they have created enough good in me to balance out the bad. What do i do? Find a perfect balance or.... Pls don't have a pre determined mindset. i just want to know the world opinion. I am a Human too