Firstly reading Stephan Zweig makes you to feel yourself, your sorrows, your happines from every details. This book also gives you a chance to see the love from someone's view who was suffering from loving someone without letting him to know. I dont want to give all information about this novel. I advice you to read
Edit: I cried in the end. The world can be unjustice sometimes. But you must to be strong anyway. Then the world will help you.