I really liked this show, so I'm really disappointed in the ending. After reading 70 episodes of English subtitles and facial expressions, she commits suicide in the end and Ning Yi has to live without her for the rest of his life. 🤬 It was a great show until the last episode. I just wish she didn't have to commit suicide or that they had rewritten it so that she spent her days with Helian even if she couldn't be with Ning Yi.