Dog, God word to you where what Beth see's. I know your pain, Bethie wants you to keep on at what you both worked so hard together at. God says time is fleeting pouf and this time is over. Work each day as she is waiting for you. I died on the ER Table, I saw where you spoke of confusion if she is asleep or with God. I went out of my body saw, heard all going on, then was with the Lord. I was given a choice to stay or come back-I was not asleep but alive, it was different than now--beautiful-I had to come back my answer to God was my work is not finished. I can not tell you what it was--for if I do it takes the glory away and I will not receive my reward in heaven. I came back and carried on and did what I had to do. You have yet a little time more, when you pass it will not be to take nothing with you, God will ask what did you do in my name while on Earth--you will turn around then see all the people and the souls you helped get to heaven. The moment she left she was no longer in pain, I spent days in a coma once I told the Lord my answer he told { all was thoughts back and forth} no verbal words. I was told it would be difficult it has been difficult. I set my sights on who I shall see--brother get busy with your work saving the souls helping those as you have. Then before you know the day will be you are there with her. We not only loved your show--but we loved what you did for the people who messed up how you treated them with dignity. Keep on. Please keep on this is what your love one would say--this is a test do not stray, keep up the good fight. Then the day will come when you see her again in her best waiting in the beautiful light. I would not write this if it were not so. Press on Brother.May you be Blessed I pray you read this one. In Jesus Name, Amen.