WOW what an impact it has made on my life after i caught my husband cheating, the lowest of lows I've ever felt. worse than both parents dying that i love beyond words. see i'm an islander. i don't really do cell phone, computers even though i am young. i have an old soul, but after my husband cheated i replayed the Lemonade of Beyonce not really what is meant or what was going on. Tonight of many nights I drink Johnny Bootlegger the Lemonade flavor. I've been drinking it since summer 2019 when I found out his cheating. Funny how I remember Beyonce singer about or an albumbe about lemonade, so I connect in that since. See I/m an islander. I don't really watch nothing. put me on an islnd no electrity just a hammick good book and southern sweet tea and im good. the world is to complicated, bur i remember Beyonce nd lemonade because I drink Johnny Bootledger to numb me. I really never drank before now, bit when you want to die nd have peace, you do what you need to. so i thank Beyounce after whatching her visedoes. i see and feel her pain. i fel and know it. please dont judge me for it hurts and im depressed.