It may be that I was stressed out last night with 2 family members with Covid quarantining in the next room. Being unable to contact our doctors after placing numerous call early in the week. All the alcohol and foolishness just made me even more depressed. It just did not feel right to see those that I usually watch and admire acting so foolishly. Everything was so alcohol fueled I couldn’t help but realize what a selfish and shallow waste of time it was watching them for the entire evening.