Trisha Usher

Hi I am going to be 40 in December and I have had migraines since I was a kid and still till this day. The only thing I can do is freeze my head and lay down. All the doctors I have been too can't figure it out they try to help but it's a living hell. Then also I have 24 surgery's in my life starting at the age 15 till just 2 years ago for my pee problems. I have a belly from one of my very last surgeries to where it looks like I am pregnant all the time. I don't like myself and don't even like to see myself in the mirror. I had a full hysterectomy at the age 30 which was very young and it broke my heart because I wanted more kids because the very last surgery I had was to try to have my child. They said if I didn't get pregnant within the first 3 or 4 months I could never had kids. Well I think the only reason why my surgery was a success was because we lost my husband's dad 2 months before that to lung cancer and a few more cancers he had. Now I am worried about my boobies because I am a size f and my back and hip are having problems. I am5 5 and weigh about 170 because of my boobies I think then this slice I had from my surgery. I believe my husband's father had something to do with me becoming pregnant yes I was blessed with 1 child but I was only 30 because of all my problems I have had and still do with my stomach and girl part's. Please help me Doctors