The music is ethereal. It leaves you broken to the core. It makes you experience the devastation. For the first time in my life, I have ever been captivated by a series so much. Watching it the second time is even harder, because you know what is about to come and it makes you feel ten times worse. It makes you regret: why? Bihter truly loved Behlul otherwise she would not have taken her life. Behlul on the other hand learnt what love truly was from Bihter. Maybe in a different world, they may end up together. Losing someone to someone else is better because you know the person still exists. Losing a person to death is the worst because you know that the earth may be full of people but that person will never walk it again. This is what makes death such a great loss. The heart has no control over itself so there is no need to wish for something you can't have otherwise it will end up in you taking your life.