I honestly have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me. My girlfriend turned me on to this when I had this bad lashing out episode. And when i started to talk about some of the places i been to as a kid she told me about this show. I couldnt watch past the trailer before it triggered something i didnt want to feel. felt dark cold. I never in my life thought id be the one to experince this exact thing at 35! It hurts so bad i feel like im lossing my mind. I thiunk about sucide all the time. Just life has been nothing but pain pain pain
