This was so real. I’m a parent and I felt every bit of reasonable. I had to learn to do better, be present, be available, be kind. To address the problem and not my child. She is 22 in college now ALL Praises be to GOD. We are learning to listen more and respond less. I thank GOD for the hard lessons and the prays of my family and friends. My prays are with ALL the parents who are grieving. God loves you and it wasn’t your fault.