I walked out after 30 minutes through boredom. Besides, the very thought of someone being treated as Expendable or disposable made me feel physically sick. Luck would have it I encountered a beautiful girl on the metro home but hadn’t the courage to talk to her or get her number. I languished in my bed, contemplating my bad run of luck, my loneliness, with a Free Damm, wishing I had gone to find her at Razz disco. I said three Hail Mary’s and an Our Father that I would encounter her again in rhe future. And I thanked my Lord for all my blessings