John Charles

Sometimes I just don’t understand. Sometimes I can’t see your plan. Sometimes I can’t feel your hand or see your famous footprints in the sand. Sometimes your people bring me down. Sometimes my pain is so deep that hope for healing seems to drown. Sometimes I can’t see your face. Sometimes I feel out of place. Sometimes joy is always late. Sometimes real is lost and all I seem to find is fake. Sometimes all I want to do, is fall asleep and wake up with you. Sometimes it’s hard to see the reasons why. Sometimes it’s hard to not believe the devils lies. Sometimes my eyes are closed and blind. Sometimes I wish I just had more time. Sometimes I feel lost and alone. Sometimes I feel I’m far away from home. Sometimes it’s hard to fight away my fears. Sometimes it’s hard to hide my tears. One day I hope these written lines will fade and all my sometimes will go away. But until then I’ll put my hope in You, So that my “sometimes” will never become my truth.