This book is disgusting. Just because Miles had past trauma does not mean that he can treat Tate like that . Also if the sentence "we laughed at our sons big balls " is in a book then it should be banned . All the female characters feel like they don't have life outside their relationship with the male lead , especially Rachel. Miles constantly disregarded Tates feelings and manipulates her , he continued to have sex despite her being clearly distressed. The whole book is just poorly written imo , there are just too many issues with this book and I would be sitting here for forever if had to list them all out . Overall it's a 1/ 5 for me.