This game is really cool. Unfortunately, that's just a fading afterthought after spending hours and hours running away from people because your last joy didn't last long enough, or you irritate them for one of many reasons, or because it's night time. Being literally weighed down by a massive amount of items that have seemingly no strategic use - no nudge in any direction to prove otherwise. Running back and forth through endless, bland landscapes. Trying to locate an obscure item. Maybe there's hints to those items in the hundreds of notes/letters/journals etc...
The game is cool, but it's not worth it.