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(Spoilers) A lot of people hate the ending. But I cant imagine Soo Ah being end game. I felt like my heart was going to burts when they held hands and said how much they love eachother. Hes never had that before. Soo Ah could never make saeori smile like yiseo did. Soo Ah could have never had the strenghth to get past the hardest times danbam faced if they had worked together. All the times yiseo and saeori got on eachothers nervers is what made their bond unbreakable. The things they could tell eachother and how much they challenged eachother made them into stronger better people. I absolutely love and adore them. Im so happy saeori had someone like her in his life. A lot of people say it was forced but i dont think they realized how long he has loved her for. Before her confession i dont think he felt like it was ok to see her in a sexual romantic way. But after she said she loves him that was a ok to see her as more than family. I think thats when the point of no return started. A lot of us who have been in denial will understand how jealousy or other events can make us realize whats truly important. He realized it was ok to follow his heart and that it was ok to hurt his friend of 10 years. He wasnt exactly supressing his feelings for yiseo but he didnt realize how much he wanted her until he had to miss her and watch her talk about her deepest feelings. If it was anyone else he wouldnt have budged. Im so happy yiseo was end game. He is going to be so happy with her. No one else brought out the things she did. And same for her, he always brought out the best in her. I hope one day i also have someone who reacts this way to my pain. Out of everyone she also wanted to murder the same guy and that spoke volumes to me. They have so many memories together and i want to have that too one day. This is my all time favorite show because i felt like I was watching my life. No one has ever understood the pain i have suffered through. I cried for hours watching the first 2 episodes. Especially because earlier that day i also had my actions ruin my life. Im so glad I saw this show when i did because i dont have anyone to say theyre proud of me. Its hard not to cry just typing this. But I'm happy I didnt lose myself. I hope that I can keep pushing through the pain.