So agree with Amman Aziz here. This music is a journey. There is no final arrival, whether at so-called success or self-satisfaction.
The Disciple portrays several misconceptions. While there will always be the pull of gravity toward a conventional grihasthya life, sweating to win ridiculous competitions, feverish scrolling through YouTubes, comparing oneself and one’s website with others and theirs — all the pitfalls and illusions depicted in this film shift away from what ought to have been and should still be nothing but a journey of self-discovery, born to survive a mayhem of vanities. You never see Sharad, upon executing a flawless phrase, show a hint of peace, and yet he had good reason to, and to ignore his guru’s dyspeptic criticism. He had all the reason in this sorry world to throw his head back and laugh, no less at the myth of bygone purity than at the tinsel and claptrap surrounding modern classical superstar culture, with all the jet, car and train fuel it burns for nothing but a bunch of knee-jerk kyaabaats, empty praise, meaningless garlanding, obligatory handshakes and oh, of course, one’s fee. Little recompense that, comparatively speaking.