Lilah

As the episode begins, it feels fun and new to be immersed in the experience of Bandersnatch by choosing things such as music and breakfast completely unaware of the dark turn that's about to take place (unless you're familiar with the black mirror series). I soon found myself panicking over which decision to make, not having enough time to think the choices over. They bridge a gap that has not been bridged before between the viewer and the character which adds even more weight to the choices you make since he is "aware" of your control over him. And it seems to steer you down the more violent storyline to make the experience the most chilling. It turns the tables on the viewer where normally we are the ones watching and being entertained, but in Bandersnatch, we're forced to make the choices and he watches to see what we'll choose.

I felt like this movie was a pretty clear but extreme portrayal of what a person can go through when suffering from mental illness if they don't have any of the proper support systems. No close family, a manager that just doesn't understand, a roommate who has put up with too much, and worst of all the psychiatrist that discharges her when she clearly should not have been discharged. It was a good but difficult watch and I have a clear idea on how it ended.