I really liked this first book, despite all the bad reviews i think its great. Yes it is a toxic relationship but its REAL. I was so on edge with this book it was a constant roller coaster of emotions. I'm definitely excited to see the movie even though i bet it'll be nothing compared to the book. But enough rambling, i would totally recommend this book. I've gotten at least 3 people to read it and they all loved it too. You might like it, you might not. But its worth a shot. Enjoy :)