I've seen the movie 6 times. I am absolutely in love with everything about this film. Joaquin Phoenix is riveting, his eyes are able to convey the subtlest change in emotion- I have never been so enthralled with a piece of art. I myself suffer from OCD, and have spent some time in the depths of despair, and Joaquin captured this so well that I want to hug him. I'm generally a philosophical pessimist with a nihilist streak, but man, what a shot of adrenaline this was.