Insight after insight. If you wait and let death teach you about your relationship with God and his literal son in the flesh Jesus Christ, you have procrastinated and lost meaning and value for your earthly life. Why? Take your existence seriously! To know you were once a child of the Living God, made in His exact image and tutored by His omniscient knowledge to live and choose according to your circumstances is a power of love and peace incomprehensible known only to Him. He gives to you all that He has and expects only a humble heart and a contrite spirit with allegiance to His commandments that are given to you for your happiness and joy.
Why would one wait for DEATH to learn of such Greatness. You are LOVED by Him who voluntarily gave His life so you could have yours!
This undying love is given. What can you give in return?